Emergence: My Inner City Rhapsody
On September 4 , 2019, the Dallas Symphony Orchestra will perform the premiere of an orchestral piece it commissioned from me in late 2017. I knew with an opportunity like this, I had a chance to say something deep and to possibly relate to someone who is or may have been a similar situation as me. But a piece of music like this doesn't just 'happen'. There are several factors that resulted in it's creation, stemming from my earliest days of composition more than 10 years ago.
Relationship with the Dallas Symphony Orchestra
The first DSO concert I ever attended was apart of a school field trip in 2006. On the program was one lone work, Prokofiev's Peter and the Wolf conducted by Andrew Litton (then in his last year as music director) and narrated by Sting (it may be worth noting that at the time I didn't know who Sting was and now, more than 10 year later, I'm still not entirely sure who he is). I have been attending rehearsals and concerts regularly since 2008 and I started interacting with the players around that time as well. I've spent a lot of time backstage at the DSO since then, mostly because one of my closest mentors is the (now retired) principal percussionist with the orchestra. That afforded me an up close view and not only gave me a chance to see how the orchestra worked from the inside out, but to gauge the strengths of the individual players. Therefore, most of the material in the music was written with specific members of the DSO in mind.
How did I come with "Inner City Rhapsody"?
For the longest time, I've wanted to make an artistic statement from the point of view of a composer from the inner city because I realized that that isn't a view represented the concert hall often. This being the 21st century, we've seen composers write music that reflects the situations of early 20th century suffragettes (Ethel Smyth) to composers during the Harlem Renaissance (William Grant Still) to music during a time of siege (Karel Husa).
But have we ever seen a young composer of color in their early 20's write about where they came from?
The truth is, my journey to become a composer was a not an easy one, especially coming up in a public school system that had limited opportunities for musical enrichment. I'm very lucky to have had people (mostly professional musicians in my area) who have cared deeply enough to look after my career for over a decade. This piece isn't meant as a social commentary of any sort. This piece is for them.
Let's face it; not many people of color go to orchestral concerts. But I'm willing to bet that somewhere out there can relate to my story, regardless of what color they are. Most of my music is autobiographical, but it's my sincere hope that someone else can relate to it.
This piece can also be a tribute to the city of Dallas and its vibrant musical community. It's a place I've lived for about 15 years now and that is officially a part of my musical identity.
Is there a story behind the piece?
When I initially started planning and composing this work in the summer of 2018, there was no story or form in mind. However, the ideas that were to be in three distinct parts gradually took shape as I crafted the music. I always say that this piece 'composed itself' because when I started officially writing it, I went where it took me and went with the flow.
By the time I had finished it in January 2019, the composition decided it wanted to be in three distinct parts:
1. Nostalgia: A slow, reflective section in a lush romantic style. This entire section ebbs and flows within itself and at some point during the beginning reaches a mini-climax which then dies back down
2. Struggle: A fast and energetic section full of accents and busy figures., interspersed with moments of calm
3. Emergence: The final hopeful section of the work, in which the orchestration builds from nothing into a giant fanfare.
A more accurate scenario for the piece would be the story of a composer's journey from the beginning as their personal voice begins to take shape (nostalgia), a struggle to maintain that voice as problems interfere (struggle; one will also notice in this section that there are moments of calm, as the composer reflects before moving forward), a climax, and after that climax, the composer has finally found their voice which builds from nothing into something fantastic. It's one giant journey from beginning to end, but it wasn't planned that way. It just kinda happened.
Inside the score:
Approach to the orchestration
In the commission, I was given a limit of a standard orchestra for usage. I decided to stick to this, with some small changes.
There was originally a second oboe part (which would have brought my oboe section total to 2 + EH) but I couldn't find a use for it as I kept giving all the important music to the 1st oboe and english horn. So I simply deleted it. The piece actually benefited from this change, giving the wind section a unique sound that is double-reed focused (particularly in the 3 bassoons).
One thing I like experimenting with in my orchestral music is the percussion. As a percussionist, I've both seen and played unusual parts in percussion ensemble music, which leads me to compose unique music for them. During the 'Struggle' section of the piece, 4 triangles make an entrance representing hope in a hopeless situation. Or, depending on how you want to look at it, they can be the small spark of an idea that come later in the piece (where the triangles have a different role).. This is an example of something I've coined called 'Mirrored Percussion', in which two percussionists play the same exact instruments, 'mirroring' each other in a sense.
Another thing someone would notice if studying the percussion parts in the score is the technical timpani part. As a percussionist who loves playing timpani, my approach to writing a timpani part is "What would I, as a timpanist, like to play?" Therefore, one will find that this part is extremely active. Plus, watching the principal timpanist of the DSO Brian Jones for years gave me an idea of his playing style and what he likes to do, so there's a little of him in this as well.